I have come to the conclusion that in order for me to embody how to carry myself when engaging those of mankind who believe they have authority over me, I must release past traumas (especially between age 0-7) that continue to affect the way I am being on a daily basis. My journey kicked into high gear back in 2009 when I lost 55 lbs. in 6 weeks. Since then, I have been diligently peeling away the layers of dis ease and now realize my biggest block is not being able to finish what I start; in particular when it comes to the LFM material. Back in 2021 when I started LFM knowledge share, I got to the part where it was time to answer questions in the law profile. This was when I became so emotional while answering questions that I shut down and was unable to continue. One thing that became patently obvious was that it also needed to be perfect…done right, or it wasn’t good enough…I was stuck in an endless loop of not good enough combined with many symptoms that left me feeling helpless and hopeless. Fast forward to today, I am now utilizing online Reiki sessions to address the unresolved traumas, and it appears to be addressing it. So I ask, does this sound familiar to anyone? Is this what I need to do in order to finally be the man I have always wanted to be? I am gathering up the courage to find (very disorganized too : ) my law profile and possibly start over again since what I wrote then is not who I am now…