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I’m 80 next birthday & my body is disabled & frail, having had bad health from birth, predominantly through being in the womb of a mentally ill mum during World War II and spending childhood & adolescence grappling with abandonment, unpredictability & looking after myself. However, many unexpected magical helpers have assisted me in my soul journey and I have spent the last couple of years with the help of the knowledge share & my spiritual teacher & some authentic relating workshops healing my emotional entanglements with my adult children. My two daughters are very different people on very different soul journeys and they have a very different world view, but letting go of trying to influence them to do what my ego believed was for their best and being willing to go into the future without my children has left me with big questions about estate planning. I have powers of attorney made when my late husband (not their father) became disabled and a will made 7 years ago before he died leaving everything to my daughters & leaving them to make decisions on my behalf if I became unable, and I also named them as executors of my will. So many questions arise about what to do about this. One daughter had a personality change after her 3rd COVID vaccine (required for her career as a hospital doctor) and has been deeply depressed ever since and appears to be committing slow suicide. She also has a shopping addiction & leaves the management of her finances to her ex-partner. The other daughter got the 3rd COVID jab in the middle trimester of her 2nd pregnancy & put both daughters through the mandated childhood vaccine schedule. She became suicidal this year, at the prospect of caring for two daughters disabled by autism for the rest of her life, and put herself in a psychiatric ward for two months and came out on anti-depressants saying she feels much better, which is not exactly my idea of healing the issue. While it is clear that estate planning is important to deal with one’s responsibilities to young children if we die before they grow up, should I be focused on what happens to my property when I don’t have suitable people to appoint to look after my estate for my adult children if they are not able to do it well for themselves? While I prefer not to have what I have worked hard for frittered away by bad decisions & actions, my heart just wants to do what I love rather than figure out what to do about this issue. Perhaps if the estate planning doesn’t get done, maybe that is what the universe wants my daughters to experience for their soul journey? There is also the issue of my body being frail and diseased & needing assistance to do all the things that are required for its wellbeing. I currently use a mix of a Home Care Package from the government and also pay for a lot of what my body needs myself. I feel dependent on my retirement savings & I still have anxiety about those savings getting confiscated if I stay in the public and yet I do understand that as long as I have that anxiety, I will draw these things to me. So as you say, Greg, there is no point moving into the private before I have dealt with this anxiety. But how to do that? Can I do bits slowly? If so what? Or do I need to wait until life presents it to me as has happened with so many other things? For example, I had identity theft and fraud over a 2 year period 2019-2020 which was very stressful. Also, although I have tried to connect with ‘my tribe’, I am limited to the area near where I live due to my health and the people around me have swallowed the mainstream propaganda & certainly don’t have my world view, so I don’t have people around me to arrange things in the private with. I suspect I just need to trust that what is right for my soul journey will occur and there is no need to ask questions. Just speak my truth, feel fully what comes to me as a consequence of that, and only then, act, not before. Would like to hear you speak to these kind of issues as most people in your courses are much younger than me. Your sessions are in the middle of the night for me in Australia, but I would try to attend especially if ou chose any ofmy questions and I knew which session Need to get out of bed for. I am also not very experienced with Zoom but hopefully your people can help me interact if required. I only watched your Law of Mankind after the event but did watch one session of the first Private Life Blueprint event live.

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