The choices I’ve made haven’t ended up solving my main problem. (Am asking about this in general, as even if what-my-issue-is changes, I’d still want to know what to do. But for a long time, been looking for a place to live. Chemical “air freshener” & such, renders me unfunctional. Any who’ll rent livable space to me, can’t seem to get along with me. If they don’t charge a prohibitive rate, it seems to be because they want a relationship so as to get their addictions met by the tenant. I have to act chummy, in order for anyone to want anything to do with me, but then they act like we’re family & pretend we’re going back & forth between getting in fights & making up. Yet I don’t know what they mean or think I’m saying. I want to just live my life, but they feel “ignored” so attack or become threatening, & I end up back where I at least feel I’m able to defend myself somewhat.) Should I just continue to try & do inner work best I can till it results in my attracting an unentangled option?